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nobody really gives a shit about your stupidity, and you choose to continue being a cancerous growth in my peripheral vision, so you'll just have to learn to deal with recognizing yourself as such on my innocent, little blog that few people read!
a few, peace-shattering explosions on your part, and you make the assumption that everything can be fixed by some bullshit phone call from your mother, and when it's only incited by another consequence that you've earned. and your mother is fucking naive enough to say that there are no hard feelings on her part, but that nobody has the right to control her two little darlings?
i think your whole fucking part of the world needs to realize that you're the ones who control the world way over there! when someone tells you that he's sick of the fucking drama and the pain and the threats coming from some worthless cesspool, and the world doesn't work the way you want it to work because you just can't have both of us in your life, it doesn't mean that the control over your life is suddenly outside of your own head. it means you have to make a motherfucking choice! unfortunately, you and your sister have always had your choices made for you, and now you just don't understand that you are liable for said choices! pills don't make the ache at decision-time go away; pills only numb the fucking pain caused by your inability to make choices!
another lesson you just have to learn is that when you're presented with two choices, one isn't always going to be shiny and wonderful while the other is dull and nasty. sometimes decisions aren't easy. you made a decision when you signed the lease to live here for a full year (even though you had ulterior motives, as always) and now that you feel uncomfortable does not mean that it's going to be okay to pick up and run. it means that we're going to have to work this out as adults to make life liveable here, together for a few more months. it means that you need to use this time to learn some lessons: look life square in the eye and be honest with yourself about what you're really after. let that color the path you choose to follow. don't pull people in with misinformation!
and please don't threaten me again, just because you're not getting what you want. i promise things will turn nastier for you than when you-know-who looks in the goddamned mirror!
the end.
a few, peace-shattering explosions on your part, and you make the assumption that everything can be fixed by some bullshit phone call from your mother, and when it's only incited by another consequence that you've earned. and your mother is fucking naive enough to say that there are no hard feelings on her part, but that nobody has the right to control her two little darlings?
i think your whole fucking part of the world needs to realize that you're the ones who control the world way over there! when someone tells you that he's sick of the fucking drama and the pain and the threats coming from some worthless cesspool, and the world doesn't work the way you want it to work because you just can't have both of us in your life, it doesn't mean that the control over your life is suddenly outside of your own head. it means you have to make a motherfucking choice! unfortunately, you and your sister have always had your choices made for you, and now you just don't understand that you are liable for said choices! pills don't make the ache at decision-time go away; pills only numb the fucking pain caused by your inability to make choices!
another lesson you just have to learn is that when you're presented with two choices, one isn't always going to be shiny and wonderful while the other is dull and nasty. sometimes decisions aren't easy. you made a decision when you signed the lease to live here for a full year (even though you had ulterior motives, as always) and now that you feel uncomfortable does not mean that it's going to be okay to pick up and run. it means that we're going to have to work this out as adults to make life liveable here, together for a few more months. it means that you need to use this time to learn some lessons: look life square in the eye and be honest with yourself about what you're really after. let that color the path you choose to follow. don't pull people in with misinformation!
and please don't threaten me again, just because you're not getting what you want. i promise things will turn nastier for you than when you-know-who looks in the goddamned mirror!
the end.
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I don't know how to get over someone as dangerous, tainted, and flawed as you. You're screwed up and brilliant, look like a million dollar man. So why is my heart broke?
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