Saturday, October 20, 2007

jesus is coming

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10/20/2007 11:08:00 AM
hey, girls! jesus keeps trying to get me to post some shit here, but i always seem to find alternatives. it's not because there're people out there dying to read what i write, or it's not that what i write is dripping with brilliance or anything of that nature. it's just that some stuff needs to make it out of me so i can make some room for some new stuffs.

thematic-me has been pondering my ancestors a lot recently. like, i want to know more about their lives. what they did everyday. how they felt. what were their passions. what were their relationships with one another like? and i realize there's not that many people left who can answer my questinos. perhaps, there's no one left. there's no one alive that i know of who knew of my great-great grandma's relationship with her mom. i'm assuming it was close-ish, because she died in my great-great grandma's home.

and i want to know about my great-grandma. i want to know if that's where it started, because it seems like a probable source to me, but i don't want to not give her credit where credit is due.

then on the other side, what was life like in the hills of kentucky a hundred years ago? my paternal grandma was a wee baby then. she was maybe the third or fourth child born to my great-grandparents. i want to know these things. these things are a part of my story. a part of the make-up of me.

i'm also reading a really awesome book that i highly recommend, even though most of you have already read it because it's been out and about for ten years. i never catch on to good books until they've been around for a good little bit and everyone else test drives them for me. the book, by the way, is midwives. my dad's paternal grandmother, i understand, was a midwife back in the day. i know that's a whole other story, though.

cephie's b-day is coming up next month. i think we're going to have a part-ay with all his little friends eating "cake" while wearing beautiful cone-shaped hats. yeah.

i want to get myself one of them there digital camcorders because i want to make me some films. not dirty ones, though. but that could be fun. i just want to do fun stuff with jesus and stuff. sometimes i can be so weird.

two of my very good friends are coming to my house today at 2. we're going to do stuff and stuff. then we're going to go do other stuff. then we may go out to eat when my hewkie bear gets off work. sigh.

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